from under ground

timid in roots
words grow up
tiny whispers
just fog in frost
nursed gentle to grow
come on, get stronger now

fat squirrels hop from branch to branch

winter is coming

hiding

everyone is in a different phase of life
i wonder if it's chemical or if it is real
am i really this empty inside?
i feel unsatisfied. i feel bored. i feel tired.
i feel lonely. i feel like nothing is good enough.

i feel like nothing hits the spot.

if i take pills, then i can't feel.
then i can just be. just exist.

i wish i would have never
i wish my heart would have just
stopped