hiding

everyone is in a different phase of life
i wonder if it's chemical or if it is real
am i really this empty inside?
i feel unsatisfied. i feel bored. i feel tired.
i feel lonely. i feel like nothing is good enough.

i feel like nothing hits the spot.

if i take pills, then i can't feel.
then i can just be. just exist.

i wish i would have never
i wish my heart would have just
stopped