Friday, May 18, 2018

i'm in this whole - fuck photos. fuck the past. fuck the internet. fuck people. their abrasive opinions. and so on.

do not cooperate, it'd be best
the forecast let me down, where's my gloom?
mostly cloudy means excruciating rays of sun on and off day
in hiding, i dream
a play on a phrase: 
people often mistake my weakness for kindness (hahaha)
so true
so, so true
false is bearing
an evening out in glee
downing that pint to stand 
a fatigue scrubbing me barely
there
sleeping cyclical, i'm my champion
self-sustained in strange skeptisism
even you - 
a deluge of affection means a drought
tomorrow, you'll pout when i'm all out

risqué is risky
don't you dare
react so laissez-faire

unless you want me to
retreat into my lost lair 

i've got my key in the lock, ready to turn

4 comments:

  1. "people often mistake my weakness for kindness" ... You are a brilliant self-psychoanalyst. I am so floored to get to read you.

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  2. "false is bearing
    an evening out in glee"

    This is dope.

    And I love picturing you on that show, Glee, but the miserably out and about at night version.

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  3. "a fatigue scrubbing me barely
    there"

    Genius line break.

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  4. "a deluge of affection means a drought
    tomorrow, you'll pout when i'm all out

    risqué is risky"

    Yes I will, Ann. Yes, I will pout.

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